am i getting too serious or am i getting too old?

last week

he said that something is wrong with me. he said that i am not me.

i felt so awkward & trying to figure it out. betul ke? i just feel the same.

today

i realised.

to be honest, i kinda felt annoyed with him lately. and i wonder why. did he changed or i am the one who changed? bingung.

every words that comes from his mouth does still makes me burst into tears. but it just not that tears, its another tears. bukan gelak sampai nangis. tp marah sampai nangis. fikir2 balik, he just said nothing. kenapa aku rasa nak marah sgt?

still, i am so lucky and glad that so far dia masih okay, tak sama2 melenting lagi.

im trying to act like normal, but i just cant & i dont have any idea of why.

bingung sgt rasa. takut.

something is really wrong, sister.

we planned to meet this weekend, i hope its gonna work out.

finger cross.