i thought you're the closest person. someone whom i can share everything that i wont have guts to tell others. & when i tell, i hope you'll be on my side. and the things that i share, would be as artless as could be, straight, & direct from my heart. and also, i knew, it always sounds silly, it will always sounds mean.
that is the reason why, i only chose you, to be the only one to know.
& when i did, i thought, you're already knew me.

on the other side,

you're not as i hope you would be. maybe you're not realise how special you're to me. maybe you really think that im wrong. maybe yes, i am wrong to have those feelings, but what a girl to do?

keep everything to your self. like a wise man did. oh really did'nt them?

but hey, im still a girl. with menstrual cycle . luckily, never miss.